12:50 AM

This is for all those mothers out there that I never really appreciated until moments like this....

I woke up Eithan at 11:30 PM to feed him (yes, I do really wake him up to eat.) He breastfed for a few minutes, then ate some from a bottle... and decided he was full. I took him back to bed with Collin so that I could pump. When I get back, he is still wide awake and looking around... not interested in going to bed at all.

Now, here I am... on my couch at 12:50 AM holding my little one and waiting for him to fall asleep. Yet despite all that... I still think he's the cutest little thing out there.

Joy

I Just Love This Picture....

One of the nurses at the NICU did this for us; isn't it adorable?

(The dots on his face were to hold on his "sunglasses" when under the bilirubin light.)

We are so excited to have our new little one!

Announcing the Arrival of Eithan Owen Winks

Born November 18th, 2010

@ 10:12 AM

5 pounds 6 ounces

18 1/2 inches

33 Weeks Pregnant

Here I am again! You guys have got to be sick of looking at me and my big belly. But that's too bad.. because I'm going to be posting weekly pictures from here on out. Why? You may ask. Because.. we are having a baby in 4 weeks! Ahh!! That is soooo crazy.

So, I'm going to break it down for you all, so that you know what is going to happen. I have normal appointments from now until Nov. 30th.. that's when I have my Pre-Op appointment. Then on Dec. 1st I get to have an amniocentesis. (For those of you who don't know what that is... it is when they insert a needle into the uterus and draw out amniotic fluid. They then test this fluid for things... in my case to see if the baby's lungs are developed enough for delivery.) If the amniocentesis goes well, Collin and I will be having a baby on Dec 3rd. Yes, it will be another c-section. I will have those for the rest of the time that we are able to have children. But, you know what? I'm ok with that. Because I will never have to wonder when I'm going to have a baby, and I will never get to that REALLY uncomfortable stage in pregnancy.... because I have to deliver early! (Don't you all just hate me right now?? wink wink)

Besides slowly getting bigger... Collin and I haven't been up to too much. I am finishing Christmas presents and trying desperately to get all that I can ready before the baby comes. I am really close, but normally I'm not this far behind... so I feel like a slacker this year. We are also both working on our callings. I am in Primary (8 year olds) and Collin has some scout calling that he doesn't know what he does for yet... and he also teaches Elder's Quorum. I know.. a busy guy. Besides those main things.. we are just trying to get by. I must admit... life as a grown-up... not in school... is a little harder than we expected it to be. But hopefully things will improve soon. (It can't all be downhill right?)

Oh... and something else that I am learning... how to update my blog. Doesn't it look fabulous! I know... I know.. Thank you. (giggle)

I don't know what else to say... I will try to post more pictures... of our apartment... our new car... Collin in his work clothes, etc. I'm sure you guys are all dying to see what is going on over here! We are thinking of you all.. and I really appreciate all of you who read this.

Winks

Joshua's 2nd Birthday and 29 Weeks Pregnant

It was Joshua's birthday on Sept. 29th. He turned 2 years old! It was a sad and a good day all at the same time. I cried. Collin hugged me. We mourned the loss of our little one again. But there is always the knowledge that we will see him again someday. That brings hope. That is what makes it a good day. Because even though we don't get to celebrate that day with him, we know that we will celebrate even better, brighter things in the future. Plus, I really don't think that I can compare to heaven. I bet he's having a blast up there right now. (wink wink)

My mom and dad were kind enough to send us some beautiful flowers. Those are what you see. There were 3 dozen roses, all different colors. They bloomed beautifully. I'm so grateful that we have people who remember us and Joshua on these special days. We still miss our little man, but even here... we are doing well.



Here I am at 29 weeks! I know I still don't look very big, and BELIEVE me... I hear about it all the time when I tell people how far along I am. What can I say? I'm naturally thin... giggle... (Ok, I thought that was funny, hopefully other people think it is too.)


So far, everything in the pregnancy is going well. I am visiting the doctor often. (More often than I want.) I am taking medications to help me ward off pre-eclampsia, and I am taking my blood pressure regularly. I can't say I ever thought that I would own a blood pressure cuff, but I do. So... anyone else need to check theirs????

I have had an ultrasound recently, and our little one was already 2 pounds 2 ounces! He's double the size that Joshua was when he was born... so this is a very GOOD thing. He also is a little wiggler. Collin and I have been enjoying watching my stomach. (That sounds weird, doesn't it?) Collin wants me to say that "He puts a whole NEW meaning to belly-dancing." So, all is going great there.

All in all we are great right now... I'll try and post a picture of Collin so you guys can all see how good he looks in his new "office" clothes. He actually looks pretty darn good all dressed up. We love you guys and hope all is going well with all of you!!

Winks

My very first "Rag" Quilt

Well. Since becoming a homemaker. I have had a little bit more time to do things that I normally didn't have time to do, and this is one of those things. I really wanted to make a baby rag blanket. I must admit that it took a little longer than I expected it too, and I definitely learned a thing or two about making them in the future, but all in all, it turned out splendid.

Another thing that I learned, always buy fabric on sale! This blanket cost me about $23 to make, and though that doesn't sound like that much. I really think that I could have made it for cheaper. But if anyone is thinking about making one of these in the near future. Let me know! I now know some things about putting it all together.

Collin and I are still doing "swell". We're getting into the grove of this new life, and the grove of the kicking baby. He loves to kick and wiggle and make my stomach bounce up and down and all around. Sometimes this is absolutely amazing, and others (like when I want to take a nap) it can get really irritating. But I'm trying to be optimistic. He is a really blessing in our lives.

Another occurrence in our life is that we were able to see some friends. The Lindstroms! They stopped by and visited us in our new abode. And I even have a picture to prove it. (wink wink)

All is well over here, though. We are living and loving life for all we're worth. (well.... kinda.. :} )

24 Weeks Pregnant

I know that there are some of you out there who are "dying" to see my baby belly bump. So, I finally have a little bit of one to show off...

I hope that it's not too disappointing to those who have been wanting to see it. I'm doing my best over here! I still think it's pretty darn cute, though.

Oh... and we've thought of a name for the little guy.... but I'm not telling anyone what it is yet!! (giggle)

Other than my slowly growing belly, not much is going on... I'm still trying to figure out what I am going to do with my life as the chores around the house slow down. Any ideas???

Love you guys!

The Winks